What now?
It’s been a real long time since i posted anything about my feelings here. I just thought since none of my followers or friends on twitter or fb follows me here, i can let out all my feelings here. no regrets of anything i will say. In truth, im hurting. Im hurting so bad, coz of a guy. WOW isnt tht more cliche than anything. Its my first time ever falling for a guy. i mean i take care of my heart really well. Ive built a wall tht no one can ever climb over or break through. But for some stupid reason i let tht wall down for a guy that, for the first time truly love. I let everything go to tell him how much i love him. He tells me he loves me, but is love enough to get through the struggles it comes with. He doesnt show me at all tht he loves me. Its like he’s all comfrotable and settled in with me. Knowing tht he gots me already, so he stopped working to get me…Well today i cussed him out after finding out “something” do i regret it?? NOO, coz for the first time i fought for myself and my own self worth. I’m moving on now, its hard coz he was the only guy tht i truly loved. I opened myself like an opened book for him. I trusted him with shit i would never let any guy kno. its a disappointment. IDK, im so frustrated with him and LOVE and everything. I promise from now on, i will never open myself for any guy anymore. Im chaining up my heart for good. im done…SORRY guys for the random rant. I jst had to let everything out.
#truth do something out of the ordinary. be someone people will remember and not someone people will just pass by.
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